try: Feb. 02, 2002 (8:40 am)

i want someone that makes me happy everyday. that doesn't get dull. i understand we might not get along all the time...but it would at least be nice to have the desire to resolve our differences.

they told me i can be anything.

i don't want to be this.

i don't want to be cruel.

i want to be a loner though.

maybe this is all just loner insurence?

this is a vague cry for help...

i'm sick of insincerity because maybe i'm sick of how insincere i can be to people.

smiles speak more truth than words.

i'm trying. i'm trying. i'm trying.

is that enough?

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