sparkle: Sept. 05, 2002 (5:21 pm)

i would write a better essay if i could write about how you and my best friend moved past me. about how i found out she was moving when i was walking behind you two, eavesdropping. you say you don't know me. do you remember when we were see-sawing and you got up fucking multiple times and i crashed to the ground. yeah, it hurt. and maybe that's the real reason why i'm so wary of you all: you seem so careless and make me feel unnecesarry. well i've seen you everyday.

i listen to dismembement plan and think of how we all sparkled in those lights.

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