spare: Sept. 14, 2002 (9:35 am)

i save things because i love them. i have the diet coke can from the night he slipped the exact change into my stuggling hands. i won't throw it away: even though at 4:30am i woke up and read his story and realized i could write it better. there were faults.

but i suppose he could write it better now too.

i saw him at fort reno this summer and he didn't look at me. i wish we had always been the type of friends who slipped to chang into each others hands. that would've been ok.

(weconfess)

i'd like to see you look at a girl for what she is not what you want

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