barely scraping by: 2001-11-24 (8:24 a.m.)

barely scraping by

listening to: the places you have come to fear/dashboard confessional (again!)

i went a little ring happy yesterday...i really need to get out and meet real people (actually what i really need is a liscence and a car because i would leave my house if i didn't have to nag my parents for a ride)

i just heard that line that's like "i wish that i was anywhere wih anyone making out", sigh, that's almost true for me. (just a warning, i'm going to indulge everyone's fantasy and pretend people really want to hear everything about our oh-so-interesting past) It's been almost a year since i've kissed anyone. and everyday it gets closer and closer to a year. after me and my real serious (comparitivly) boyfriend broke up in january 2000 i went through a really promiscuous stage until october of the same year. then i swore off casual-anything and looked for "true-love". no luck there. i'm loosening up a bit now but i still don't want to get with just anyone, anywhere.

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