pidgeon: Aug. 26, 2002 (9:42 pm)

i'm in the middle of making amends and new liens realizing that being a friend doesn't mean being them. but just caring. and things may never be right between some people. because the pain and the apathy remains between us. but i'm just tired of looking for a single savior. who will always leave overwhelmed and upset.

and i'm thinking about those two. how much happier i've been since i've been met them. and i know it's not them. but they are wonderful, wonderful kids and i know i'm not seeing everything yet.

and i shouldn't have to act. or choose. love or resistance. i always just want to do everything on my own accord. a person; not a type.

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