loud: Aug. 21, 2002 (10:15 pm)

my mom yells at me 'cause i have a tendency to say things that don't need to be said.

i used to record songs onto a fisher price tape recorder. it was white and red. i remember sitting inthe back of my dad's car with anna singing 'circle of friends' by better than ezra and her commenting on my shaky voice. i've had trouble singing since. paul said i might as well be a fucking dinosaur.

i hate how i don't sing now except when i'm home alone.

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