happily: Aug. 08, 2002 (10:38 pm)

fairy tales skip a step and i don't know what i'm doing at all. i dreamed and dreamed for a week. and it's not special. it's nothing. it's absolutely nothing.

and i don't remember how to go from nothing to something.

and is something so wonderful? i mean we left it for these

ideals

that are so empty. i don't know how to get the happily ever after i was promised.

too uptight, too afraid to look dumb.

nothing is easy and i'm at a loss.

< - > - all - p - n - d