eye: Jul. 21, 2002 (10:44 pm)

i wish i wasn't there, i wish i had been in the darkened room the whol time listening to answers. i would have felt more comfortable. i would have had a good night. just, nothing worked out the way i thought and i feel more stupid than i did last night 'cause i took actions as promises. i forgot i thought it was stupid because we would want different things. and i wish i had kept my eyes open.

so alex is back. and i wonder if everything is the same.

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