dissapoint: Jul. 02, 2002 (8:28 am)

last year, i moved all around because i'm short and could easily work myself up to the front. and i gazed intently at them playing, the way the light tht spilled onto the crowds faces completely illuminated them. the energy all around was still amazing this year. and it's quite different than other shows because i glanced around and saw bodies all the way up the hill and all around me. normally i'm on the outside because that's where i'm safe.

yet, i've changed. i'm not so secure on my own. i look for something else and get dissapointed.

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