dagger: Aug. 18, 2002 (8:40 am)

this nice looking man at the show leans toward me; for once i don't think about what it could mean. i know and i just want to get away. my thoughts or elsewhere...or maybe nowhere because i can't stand conversations that are just a required prelude to sex anymore. especially when the coda is always, always get away.

at the back a boy sheepishly smiles at me. he is bored and his eyes dart around. we don't say a thing but it seems like his song would be slightly different.

but from the back the crowd was unwelcoming. harsh. smiles with daggers.

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