convince: Aug. 05, 2002 (5:54 pm)

it's unfortunate yet consistent that we look for interest in those who won't reciprocate. i keep hoping, pulling moments. but i can't deny that one called me and the other didn't. (but maybe that's just a moment like any other)

i don't feel the same about him. i don't think 'this will be stupid' or 'this is only until i find something better' because he seems like the something better i was looking for six months ago.

and i try to convince myself: i am better and beautiful too. i am.

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