comfortable: Jun. 30, 2002 (10:11 pm)

i forgot that downtown dc isn't full of painfully artsy kids like me. max and i argued, he says i'm cling to the past like there's nothing else. he doesn't understand the comfort in the familiar. and i keep thinking i may like him in a few months and he will have moved past me. and he says i shouldn't have a hard time saying hello but i do. because, i feel like no one's going judge me positivly. if flirting is the art of making other people feel good in your presence, i will always fail it seems. but when i'm comfortable, everything is different.

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