breeze: Sept. 02, 2002 (9:42 pm)

yeah it's trite but it's probably a good point to look back and try to bridge today to three months ago. i'm not growing antsy and wanting to read books slowly. the breeze is beginning to come back and it's beautiful.

and as much as i hoped for summer for weeks i now want to loose myself in my work a bit. we talked about school and he just said he wasn't into it and i know that we will never be exactly the same. which is a relief.

i just wonder. has everything changed? am i different? no, i'm sill somewhat sad and anti-social. i would still rather read than speak sometimes. i hope.

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