anymore: Jun. 11, 2002 (7:15 pm)

too sad to learn about limits. 'cause i know he read the letter and i know he didn't respond. because he had to hurry to go out with people whom he wants to spend his time with. demoted from part to spare time friend.

sometimes i wish that i could be hung on a cross and the world would change. that they people i've talked to (my disciples) would repeat all my words until they were known the whole world over. i'd fail like my predecessors because people never really fucking change they're mind.

and really i'm too selfish. and i have no disciples. and the only good part of the plan is not having to think about him anymore.

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