anticipate: Mar. 29, 2002 (8:31 pm)

i'm half way through reading the fall. i'm halfway through my painting. i am half way throuh the necklace i'm making to replace the one that fell off on my birthday. i feel like i'm half way between people, i'm breaking old loyalties yet i can't find any new ones.

i flew my kite today in fort reno and the wind made the dowels break. (fort reno is the best part of dc if you dismiss it's war-tainted past.)

tomorrow i will be better. i will finish my necklace. and i will work on the painting. i will type my resume.

this break is tainted with paul. i don't really think about it much, but we talked about being together now. planned long days alone with great anticipation.

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