six months and three days but who's counting: Nov. 03, 2009 (11:27 pm)

my boyfriend has to wake up before six am so i spend nights alone at bars with robert lowell and think of richard in the forest cafe with his beers and his book and his live in girlfriend (now fiance or i guess now wife) and his looks at me and his infidelity at the corner of mass ave and shepherd and again at mass ave and sacramento that never betrayed the discovery of a new and stronger emotion but admitted the absence of any.

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