back: Apr. 25, 2006 (6:24 pm)

a night after our walk around boston, i walked home from harvard square (where christen (who had fed me french fries from the restaurant in gloucester where she worked as a waitress when i visited her last summer four days after i broke up with ben for the first time and a day before we got back together for the first time) had snuck me into her harvard dining hall) and ran into ben walking with and holding madeline and took off my headphones to say hi and i can't handle this and continued listening to joan of arc as i had been doing in july when i ran into ben for the first time when i stopped and stayed with him for the rest of the afternoon, summer and year.

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