low-key parties: Oct. 14, 2003 (8:24 am)

we made plans to converge in an unsuspecting northeastern city in the middle of january. it's not written down and it may change but it's something to look forward to. he said he missed me and i just about started crying even though it's not sad. i'm afraid of sayings things like that because i'm afraid i'm just exagerating. but i said, "yeah, i miss you too," and qualified it with an explanation of how surreal the city feels now. but really, even if the city is bursting with anything i would still feel a bit separate from it.

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