since you've been goooooone: Jul. 22, 2003 (10:04 pm)

sometimes when i'm stopped at a deserted red light i think about running it. i think about anarchy and how the light is there to protect me and how there's no reason not to go through. no one's going to get hurt. i entertain myself with the theory until the light changes and then i go.

tonight i said no and it was a good idea. last night i felt busy and it made me miss being alone. tonight i biked on an abandoned, overgrown trail the width of my tire and it was strange to go so long just hearing cars and not seeing anyone. i stopped filling my bag with that book that i'm just waiting to end and found something nicer to read. so today was nicer than yesterday and tomorrow looks good too.

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