ok friends: May. 04, 2003 (9:31 am)

yesterday i went to find vegan soft serve ice cream so i could come late to school. i mean it's not school, it's just a dumb lunch where everyone cries. i was half and hour late and they had hardly started which was dissapointing.

i'm not cold and unemotional. when i get upset i get teary and messy and a lot of people know that. i came home in the middle of the show because i was feeling trapped and useless. i drank chamomille tea on my bed. i'm just feeling alienated because i don't really care about this show.

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