so: Mar. 07, 2003 (10:45 pm)

now: i have a button that says "washington, dc SSC" over a metro map and a new button down shirt which is nice because i've been thinking about unbuttoning shirts.

so i've been thinking about jake more than i've been talkng to or seeing him and that's always an uncomfortable way to live. also, none of my friends really know what i'm feeling right now because i'm pretty sure they are fucking sick of hearing it. i mean, i am too. specifically i was thinking about how he called me a smart girl, even though he doesn't see tests or papers. he just sees what i do and what i care about. so that makes me happy. but there's a lot left that doesn't.

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