bedtime: Feb. 27, 2003 (10:01 pm)

i've been having panic attacks. again. they make me wish i didn't live alone so i could crawl into bed with someone and feel safer. because i feel like i can go anywhere in an empty bed and i want someone to keep me from rolling onto my messy floor. i don't really like wishing for someone else.

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