white walls: Jan. 29, 2003 (10:33 am)

i am walking around my house with a hood over my head. alex was in the hospital but i don't think i'm that bad off. just my head hurts and i can barely stay awake and everything aches and i'm coughing.

and i haven't been writing lately and i guess that means something is wrong.

i'm really sick of the way that everyone is treating each other right now. searching for duos. and maybe i'm a hypocrite because i want to sit in his house again. but on the other hand: that's not all that i want and that's not all that i'm trying to find.

i see monsters with slices of pie and maybe that means i'm ok 'cause i'm not jumping to conclusions and i'm not afraid of something.

if everyday was like today that would be fine with me.

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