restrain: Jan. 20, 2003 (12:25 am)

her eyes are so pretty. and she walks without noting where we are. and she makes me nervous. and i try to say he said my name. he looked at me. but it doesn't help.

i know i have no control. but i also know i spend time with his pretty friends.

today and yesterday and the day before were excellent. but i really need to get away a bit. just for a little while. just to be alone.

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