we're just waiting for the weekend when we can finally live our lives: Jan. 13, 2003 (9:09 pm)

i'm wasting time. i'm staring at the ceiling wondering if the light fixture is supposed to be fake gold or fake bronze. i don't even care about trying to get my grade back to an a- anymore. i've changed and since i'm just sitting in my room hitting keys i dont know if i'm much better.

i'm looking forward to roadtrips and band practice and second semester and this weekend and summer and the everything after this moment. or this moment. or this moment. or this moment. or this one now.

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