here: Oct. 21, 2002 (9:32 pm)

so this time i didn't cry, for once, but i still wish it didn't have to end. always. i don't understand: why won't we ever be friends?

i wish i could just stop thinking about it but i never will. everything you did to me gets replayed in my head with everyone else and i wish that i never felt that way.

i wish i knew that there was someone who wants to be here.

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