plan: Oct. 07, 2002 (4:25 pm)

it's probably better that i'm not going to boston. well maybe not better but ok. i wouldn't have wanted to see you two play footsie and remember that you and i don't talk anymore.

how have you been?

you said you hate my suffering and you understood and you'd take care of me. you said you'd always be there; well where are you now?

and will we ever do anything we say? i just don't know what to take as the truth and what to take as hollow words. 'cause i assumed nothing from you was. and now i don't know. don't you remember our plans?

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