stop: Sept. 24, 2002 (8:26 pm)

i used to just wait until i knew i could talk to you. and i hope you aren't how i characterize you now as a clear-cut cardboard. i just know that i could never really be satisfied if i felt like i pretending at all.

i love her for saying 'if you know you are going down the wrong path the worst thing you can do is continue.' and i hate myself for not people able to do that all of the time.

but once she said she wish she didn't feel like she had to drink like me.

we will be happy if we can just stop

i don't have him anymore, and i sit and listen to your band in my room. and think, wow you are real. and wonder what you think about me.

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