patient: Sept. 21, 2002 (9:45 pm)

i can't imagine what else they've found. and maybe my patience paid off but it still hurts that there are people who activly dislike me.

and i don't know. nothing feels right. i flip through paper after paper and nothing is wonderful and nothing is painful. he said he hoped i would become dispassionate.

i can't stand it.

look how i've wasted your time.

and is this the road to success?

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