punch: Sept. 19, 2002 (5:37 pm)

i guess she stopped being friends with who she used to go around with. i noticed it last year with the chucks, but she now looks beautiful and punk rock. polished girly punk rock. (this is me jaded. wouldn't he prefer her?)

and i just can't tell what is real anymore.

but i'm just so sick of always being second and i've started to create it in my own head. beating them to the punch.

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