just perfect: 2001-11-21 (9:18 a.m.)

i'm listening to fevers and mirrors. which is a downer, but i always listen to it because it's so pretty and true.

finally, i can write without pop-up ads + pictures of pop stars.

i'm so sick of falling inlove with the jut idea of some guy, but i still see myself doing it all the time. and i can't get over them anyway. The debate coach (yes i do realize how wrong that is since he's an employee + how incredibly dorky it is) is just the shiniest, newest thing on my radar, yet i'm still really interested. i'm not sur if he is, he flirts a lot but i'm not really sure if he's just leading me on. then there's that straight-edge-techie who i haven't seen for months and am still convnced is just perfect.

the other day this girl was trying to defend the rampant use of marijauna at my school by explaining that people have to "escape the insanity of this school." That seems a little bit odd to me, like you shouldn't be letting your life get that insane in the first place. well i guess mine is and i just don't deal with it...

what an odd first entry?

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